today.. was another tiring day.. woke up at 11. Still tired.. got ready n went for church.. got there arnd 11.45? Knew i was late. oh well.. having poor time management these days.. -.-''.. cant help it.. Alot of things gg through my mind.. found out thr wasnt CG today.. nobody informed.. But CG changed to games instead. Netball n Archery.. cool. I was like "HUH"? lol. okay.. dint wanna play first. cuz i was like wearing formal clothes!? Lol. den yongjie n dennis keep asking me change n play. Bobian lohx change into sports attire. Lucky i've got extra clothes. Cuz evening got Cheryl's bbq party She invited anyway. so bought some extra clothes in case wet or wat. SO played netball, learnt some rules n archrey! Gosh. wanted to try tt out so much wen i was still studying in MF. NP had archery for cadets tt time, but was during our O levels, so had to give it a miss! Today finally can get a feel of what it is like! Lol. It was super fun can? Stretching arrow to as close as 1's lens or eyes den release! Darn Cool! Went off same time with yongjie. He had to meet his fwen. while i had to meet nigel! Lol. Going to IT fair with him! Last day already! held at expo. met him at 2 n set off. reached there arnd 2.45? AMK all e way to tanahmerah den to expo! Lol. was still raining too. SIanz. Plus ther were also TONS of ppl!! Wahx! Had to squeeze like shit lahx! Dunno why but a few things i was planning to look for in the IT fair had this green T77 Sony Camera in my list of things.. Just suddely popped up in my head. n of course, MY CREATIVE ZEN X-FI 8GB N 16GB! plus CREATIVE PORTABLE SPEAKERS N HEADPHONES! Sianz. Lol. walked around the IT fair n looked for Nigels CREATIVE X-FI TOO! copy lahx!! i tell him i wanted buy this den he follow also. LOl. so but i dint buy. Only nigel did, cuz no $$$!! haven payday yet!! sianz!! n need wait for payday! by then too late le. Next IT fair will be March! will wait for tt den i buy X-FI! hahas. bought creative headpiece. though wasnt e 1 i wanted. But cheap so bought. $19 bucks. okay lahx. creative brand lehx.. got phillips brand supberb sound system earphones $44. too ex. SONY had on also. damn nice. But $63.20! no $$ lahx! sianz.. nvm.. cuz IT fair de price for SONY items n phillips all is nett price. So no differnce gtting them frm retail outlets anytime. Yahx. Bought 8GB M2 memory card too!! Lol. standby for my CREATIVE ZEN X-FI! cuz there's a compartment for external SD card! Hahas. Mean time can also use it for fone storage! Double usuage! Rock on! Lol. Went back to amk hub later cuz nigel need leave his things at nevin's hse! Oh another bad news! Lol. Nevin had chicken pox. Kana quarantine for 10 days.. aka h cant go CI course with nigel! ahas. Sad lahx. Lol. But nevin gg during june de. Sianz. if he goes in, de i'll have verylittle chances of getting in too! zzz. =( hope not. Anyways. JW wantd meet me too. so went back lohx. Met JW at amk hub. She gave me christmas present n grad present! I dint ask for it, n dint expect any presents frm her or any1 at all. mreover it's like still early for christmas! thanks!! but i told her i couldnt give her a present cuz short of cash. so nt planning to spend on anything else already. Yahx. de went pop. she wnated get books. den went meizhenxiang bought rougan! Craving for it lahx!! gosh! N ass! when to xiangwei! their rougan was so much cheaper!Drop!! met yong! lol. talked den Jw wnet off. Me n Nigel took cab down. Cab uncle also lost! Lol. Good lahx. Taxi fare became so high. Haiiz. reached bbq pit at like 8? food also running out le. thre were another bunch of ppl. students i think. with their lecturer. They couldnt finish they food so gave us. Woah.. kind of them. talking abt generousity. Lol. satays, chicken wings, hotdogs, stingrays, otahs. best 2 were mashmallows n bacon!! nicest food lahx. Lol. Loads of sec 5s were dere. but cheryl wanted me to come so came for her sake lohx. so far so good. lol. nth. dint really rode bike much. did bbqing of mashmallows! lol nice oky?! gave Eileen eat! ginea pig. LOL . good food okay! Lol. Cut cake! 2kg doreamon can! Hahas. cute! Plus got dog dere! took a pic with it! in eileen's camera. Will post asap. dog seems to like my fingers! lol. Kept licking thme! hahas! LOVE dogs.. tt's 1 thing i can love.. at least.. tongpang nigels dad's van home! Gosh! 7 ppl in 1 van! tokong! initially was only 3 lohx! Den anot. den another 4 came. Shawn n his gf. Eugene n his gf. there were.. some emotions.. stirring inside me? N i can clearly say it's loniless, but nt jealousy. wats the diff? some might ask. Loneliness is just feeling alone, one self, self dejected, but nt desperate or eager to hunt for what's laking. whreas, Jealousy takes place.. when 1 feels so leftout, outcast. indiferent. like how come they are couples yet 1 is single? tt's th diff.. n mine.. is plain loneliness. nt jealousy..