Sunday, December 28, 2008

Heh ppl, I'm back. SOrry for not updating. Was kinda busy at times.
Okay. News Flasht She's back in 1 piece. At least Nt tt worried.

Day 56!!
Worked til like only 5.30? Den Knocked off frm work. Waited at Fish&Co til like 6.30 to help collegues unload food items. Den accompanies Peter to his novena Fish&Co. WaH! F*** sia. The manager dere was like super dulan can? I went in with Peter only den gimme tt type of Fucked up look. Manager big ahx. Come on lahx. 1 complain to MOM n she can kiss her job goodbye. Lol. -.-'' So coincidentally, manager's name was same as HER... haiiz. Anyways, Peter's transfer of workplace to our amk outlet nt yet sucessful. Super obvious e in charge was like dragging time? wtf sia. nvm. Anyway. Shopped at nocena velocity on my own. Saw a couple of stuffs. My long-awaited watch is like $155? Dang! Dint buy though. Reminds me of my crumpler bag too! Gotta get one either in Jan or in Feb! Okay. So.. Went for a.. Haircut?!? Cuz find tt my hair was kinda messy n thick. Hair Mechanics was the shop name. Decided to try out 1st time such an ex haircut. Normally, my haircut's like?? 5 bucks? This time... $36. LOL. Lmao. Includes hairwash also. Lol. Wonder how they learn to massage ppl's head til they feel so relaxed. Hahs. It was damn relaxing lahx! den haircut! Some pretty lady attended to me. Her dressing was like kinda diff frm the rest. Her's was like some super professional hairdresser.. dots.. Okay. During haircut was so sleepy til i keep dozing off as she cut my hair lahx. Lol. Den asked me how come i was like so tired n tt kind of stuffs. Den wash hair again.. den style hair. WaLAH! Haircut done! Sideburns still kinda long. Think she forget to cut my sideburns at all. Lol. Den went off to J8 since there was still so much time on hand. LOl. Went there to shop too. Zzz. Bought necklace frm 77th street. Cross necklace witha fishbone intrigued on it. Cool! cost me $16.90 for tt.& Billabong wallet for 30bucks.. Den plus bought another Newbie t-shirt. Nice too. tt cost me my $28.. LOl. den walked arnd. Nth much though cuz lot's of shop started closing already. G2000 had some End-of-season sale. Dint buy cuz too many ppl. Went up to Action City n saw Kenny! lol. Long time dint see him already. He changed alot!! Became slimmer! lol. Talked to him. He was working in Action City though. n pay's like damn little. like 4.5 per hr.-.-''. Aft went to buy Anna's gift. plainly made a names-bookmark for her.All last min. Lol. Okay n saw my dream fone! Damn. Without contract now $848 With everything in! Gosh! Sony Ericson C906. 8.1mp camera. With HD photos n all. Slide up fone. Perfected to my taste lol. But alittle fat though. Okay. So went back to hub. Meet jali brandon n Junxiang. Jali sending all of us home. Lol. Stupid lahx. He was driving this nissan sunny. n with his passed license, He doesnt noe how to shift his gear for auto cars.. -.-'' Dotss. Jam the back cars. Lol. N also kana lost in Choa chu Kang! -.-'' okay. cuz he was supposed to send me dere. was staying overnite at Dennis's hse cuz it was Anna's bady e next day n had to go zoo early in the morning so yahx. Camped at his hse. Did worship n slept aft tt. Talked to dennis abt some matters too. Quite disappointing matters.. but anw. Yahx. Tt's for Friday..

Day 57, Anna's birthday!
Met Anna n Louisa at CCK mrt. Some stupid memories came back to me aft so long.. Anw.. They were like saying" Dennis, u n junshen planned to wear the same colour code issit?" Lol. OKay.. Din realise. Shoe same colour, shirt both grey. Shorts white.. -.-'' Lol. Waited for bus 927 yo mandai zoo for like super long?20 Mins?? Borad bus den slept for awhile. Was tired though. Reached dere. Met YongJie. His hair still as short as ever. Hahs. Went in to zoo. Oh yahx. Admission was free cuz of Anna's mum's zoo card? Went in saw lot of new stuffs n animals. Will post pics soon. Hope so. Lol. Some were my fav. They brought in kangaroo? Hw cool is tt lahx. Plus Otters were super small but cute. lol. okay. walked n walked n walked til i was like tired? think also due to lack of sleep. Working n driving my body to the peek of performance. Anw. Saw a marriage held dere too? Okay. Lol. Hahs. Shouted"Happy Marriage!' to them=).. Hw great if it was me.. okay. some wishful thining. Went to the horse pantry. Cool lahx. Horse fur was so smooth. I dint noe. lol. Went to KFC. wanted to eat but dere was like so many ppl? Yong Jie bought Ben&Jerry's ice-cream? Chunky Monkey! -.-'' okay. monkey.. lol. banana flavour! tasted nice. tempted to buy. but dint.. at first.. lol. Den planned to get of of zoo le. another Ben&jerry shop! hahas. Gave in to temptaion n bought it. Actually, Anna treated me n Louisa. lol. Wasnt cheap can? Was like 7 bucks for just a cone ice-cream.. Went off the zoo.so super packed. n yet e aftnoon crowd was coming in. YongJie left cuz he was meeting his girlfriend to but his fone SE G500 I think. With WIFI.. so left me dennis louisa n anna. Went back to CCK. Lot1 shopping mall.to buy pizza. Anna wanted to buy. Shopped arnd den went to arcade. They wanted to. SO went. Okay. Dere's this funny thing. Cuz we were taking escalators down to pizza hut. Den Anna said" dont lean back to the steps of the escalators cuz will tio shock" . i was like "REALLY?" den went to try. LOl. True enough. tio shock but it was just static discharge tt's all. Small volts of electricity jumping frm the escalator to my skin. so felt the shock. Lol. Sound like i'm so learned. Hahs. Collect pizza den went to Anna's hse. Jia Wen came over. Okay. so lunch was provided by anna's mum. There was like lots of food? Hahas. Chicken Drumsticks, prune-almond wrapped in bacon, Taiwan sasauges, graped, n 2 regular size-panned pizzas. Was full! so little ppl yet so much food. Lol. Leon was supposed to come but he was too lazy. Lol. Somehow felt tired aft lunch. Was really super tired all of a sudden! Supper Super Super tired! n i slept! Another funny thing. At 1st i was sleeping on the floor, head resting on sofa. den change position to being on sofa upright den change position to sleeping horizontally on sofa. den vertically. LOl. keep sleeping n sleeping til like 6pm den i woke up? Slept at 2pm. Tt's like 4hrs?! Gosh! ZOMG. I was freaking tt tired! think dennis n e rest watched shows or played monopoly i think. Den woke up hair was like frizzy.. Lol. PLayed taidi with them. Louisa kept winning except for 1 match which i won. Lol. My skills seriously deproved alot.. den went off at 6.30? was alone again. Preferred being alone also. Went to suntec window-shopped at addidas, reef n all. Bought Jeans at Giodano. having 40% discount. was worth it so bought. 35 bucks aft discount? Kinda nice. n need it for work though. Blue jeans. Mine's like dark grey?-.-'' den went levis. Din see any which i liked though. Went to royal sporting hse sprots shop n all. Starting to close le. Bought another shirt at 10 bucks. Okay. this was cheap. Was also discounted price. frm hangten? lol. Went to DC shop. all those superheroes shop. Bought a couple of t-shirts for fwens. Totals's like another 90 bucks off my card.. but okay lahx. Went home aft tt.

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Wednesday, December 24, 2008

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU!

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU!



MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

today's christmas! n also the day.. when some1's temporarily migrating! gosh. i'm missing her so soon. Today! Worked! First in FOH den in BOH! Today was like late? In the end took bus still. Stupid Taxi all hired! Wtf. Haven bought presents for Ashley yet. picked her name so was appointed to buy. King was to buy for me. Lol. Damn tired lahx. Hahas. Closing went to arcade with Jali! BASKETBALL! Played like 6 times? Muscles burning! Went for the party at.. FISH&CO of course! lol. hahas,.. Hahas.. Hahas.. okay. I'm seriously DRUNK.. sorry! Had a couple of games like egg maze { okay. tt was sick!}. the egg was supposed to go 1 round inside the jeans all the way out. n girls have to push the egg up guy's jeans! Gosh! tt was sick. next was some dancing game. den coordination game. den sexy dance game. lol. Had so much FOOD!! honeybacon, tilapia. egg, rice, Strong BEER!!, plus sushi! alot of food!! plus exchange of gifts! den went home, Hhas. COOPED tina's pooh. Lol. Drank BEER lahx! 1st time. cuz their only drink dere was beer!!?? Gosh. drank like 1/5 of whole jug beer!! face wa like red!! took bus til HER hse dere. wanted take 315 back. but dun have le. Waited for taxi. At the same time heard a familiar song. Brought back memories. Either i'm too tired or wat. I can feel my eyes watery though. Think it's the beerokay. so back home! i need sleep!! Bye!! please take care!! please return in 1 piece. I'll treasure you even mre then ever..

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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUN XIANG!! BRO'S 18 YRS OLD FISHERIAN! unforgettable nite today. will explain all 2mre!
Okay. All explaination will be done today! If any typo errors or watsoever, forgive me! I'm really drunk today. n tired. so apologise for any errors..-.-'' hahas.. Hahas.. Hahas.. Hahas.. Hahas.. Wei Xiong n I went to buy cake for him. Went to couple of shops den saw tt pimadeli was the best amongst all! bought mango log cake for him. Pics will be updated soon. So acted as thoguh we forgot his bday. Lol. tt's LAME.. LAME.. LAME.. LAME.. LAME!! can??Lol. til closing the 2 buddies were like half naked?! lol. Brandon, Jun Xiang n Wei Xiong. Lol. Initially they were only playing among themselves. End up even all the staffs were wet!! First was Bin wei. Next was me! I was like wth. They carried me! all the way in can? Den pour cold water! It was freezing COLD!!! den all the staff, 1 by 1, hahas. having lots of FUn tt time. Pulled ppl in too!=). Hahas.hahas.hahs i Was like drenched 3 times? Freaking COLD!! Went home aft tt. Anw. SHE'S GG ON CRUISE 2MRE! I'LL MISS HER LOTS. CALLED HER YTD. BUT SIS PICKED UP I THINK. hope she take cares!! n be safe n sound. In 1 piece! most imot have fun! I love you..

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Monday, December 22, 2008

Okay. Some COOL things today n SOME, F***ing idoitic ting happened all in 1 dya. Cool thing was.. I Finally learned how to do opening! even better, i did my work til closing! Freaking COOL!~ frm 9.30 in the morning to 11pm at night!! 13.5 hrs! Power man! Love it. Some Uncool thing was.. Damn unlucjy. saw sidhu eating at fish&co! i mean i'm perfectly fine with her eating dere. Wan come here eat, any1's always welcomed! but dun have to GL ppl til complain to manager rite! I was like WTF lahx! Thoguh they dint say who complained even though i asked but wat are the odds? I dont get complains frm ANY customers during the start of my work til now. My first complain came today, SO coincidentally tt Sidhu came to eat. Wat are the odds! Like F lahx. And it was her overlooked of stuffs den come complain. Like FUCK?! -.-.-'' ... Okay. So pretty well whole day. Worked in BOH of course. Subbed ZUL! was so glad he could gimme his today's schedule! Plus it's like super long hours? This week again. Nt much schedule. Monday(today).. 5 to 11. but with ZUL's schedule, It was great! Wed scheduled at 12 to 4 nia?!? super little? EVe of christmas? Thurs, actual christmas day, BOH, think only frm 5 to 11? Again so little, But at least good thing, i'm able to get e 1.5x pay. cuz Eve n Actual i'm working.. and tt's all for this week's schedule..=(.. dun care. will try to sub other ppl if possible! Christmas.. I haven buy christmas present from any1 yet. No $$.. Pay's soon.. Have to wait though. some1's gg outta Sin soon. Actually, i really do miss her already. Though always denying tt work can take over my mind n my thoughts, but how true can tt be? How long can tt last? tt deception?..

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Saturday, December 20, 2008

So great! Another day of working for me! I'm gg to be offically a 1st time workaholic! Wat a name for myself. Lol. Very rare ppl looking forward to work n even want mre working days instead of OFF days or non-working days! I'm always the opposite frm ppl! Probably, i love work! & my collegues are people whom share their joy with me! So glad to have met them! But this week's work shedule was already considered little! compared to the last 2 weeks. Stil remember i clock in..
1st Week! - 51 Hours!!
2nd Week- 43 Hours!
3rd week(this week) - 25 Hours [& counting]! Little! GOSH!
4th Week - UNknown! Lol

for 3rd week, SUPPOSINGLY,.. my scheduled hours was only 10 Hours?!! Was like wtf! but cant be helped cuz Poly students are nw on vacation den working nw in F&C.=(.. Haiiz. so like wed subbed Hong An for FOC. Thurs din work. Fri did work, subbed Htoo cuz Htoo was on MC! so took over. Today, Power. subbed 2 people. Afternoon, subbed Zul til 5 den 6 to 11 subbed weixiong! power lahx! This week subbed so many people so could get so many schedules. Was late today also. reached at 1 instead of 12. Hahs. told Zul on bus. Den last time cuz dere's 1 OJE guy late also. Den his excuse was cuz bus slow. So Today ZUL was like saying yr bus slow ahx! lol. HAHAS! Lol. so worked BOH today. Gave attitude to kelvin today. Walao. Guailan me today, fuck sia. Old big ahx? work so slow so GONG. cant even make out right orders. stil wan GL me. come on lahx. Whole kitchen staff also dun like him lohx. nvm. King was even angry with him lahx. Lol. He damn rare angry at people de lahx. He's like the nicest guy in BOH.. hahas. okay. went to Jali's hse. He drove me back home! POWER!! know Jali's background better. Frm NYP, DIP in Engineering! lol.okay.. before tt went arcade with Jali.. played like basketball, datona n judebox! cool. Jali's another close buddy of mine. He brought me to eat dinner too. lol. mre like supper cuz was like 1am we eat! okay okay. anyway, it's damn cool lahx! driving a car 19 yrs old! how i wish i was 19! lol. do watever i want. no worries..=)

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Friday, December 19, 2008

Title sounds a little out of place.. somehow.. I cant read minds like HE can. For i'm just noo special frm any1. just an ordinary person. with ordinary abililties. Perhaps below average is what i rate myself? Reading people's mind's like fortelling the future. I can do neither.. If i could, that is only when i will say... I'm in control of my life, my fate, my destiny.. but of course similar to HIM, i could at least understand people alittle, better than nth. But i just cant understand 1. The mind of whom's so complex. which i understimated.. somehow.. and. i'm just so worn out. For anything.

Today. WAS pretty FUCKED! Personal reasons. I went back pop today. was late cuz overslept. Ytd went to Joy's hse play? Metal Slug??!-.-'' tt's what in played on ps1 like years ago. Went back arnd 2 plus. Supposed to reach RI at 7.30 but ended up at 9. Busy period aft tt. I'm feeling so F*-ed up even just thinking abt it! Just FUCK okay?! today! I'm pissed! I'M PISSED! fUCKED! SUPER! i cant describe it! I FEEL LIKE LETTING THE STRING OF VULGARITIES IN MY HEAD RIGHT OUT FRM MY MOUTH! Haiiz. Met alot of nice ppl though. but dun think i'll be seeing them again. Rong Xuan's nice. 19yrs old. frm SP.She's been helping out almost every year for RI. Se Yen was nice too. 16 yrs old. Bedok North Sec. Her bf, Nicol was also another great guy. PLus Arron n all. Haiiz. Probably will miss them. Bunch of great ppl! anyway. i went to my Fish&Co job in tt FIT OF ANGER can? Couldnt control. Just so FUCKED UP til tt extent. Oh yahx. gt another schedule today cuz Htoo MC so i took over. Yes! Okay. So HQ ppl came down. Only 1 but she was like super particular n uber observant! Gosh! but she's nice. to us at least. Cherry dint pass her verification cuz of us, mostly e people closing. My mistake was tt i dint wear e new comers badge. Ek was tt he dint use tray to clear glasses, even though it was only 1 glass, Rashmi dint wear socks. Iani wasnt good as greeter. Basically all was somehow at fault. but anyways, went home by ek's dad's car. Lucky, if nt i had to walk home cuz no public transport already.. Received her msh today. rather. mixed feelings.. in my heart..

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Thursday, December 18, 2008

Went to RI work at popular again. Though i already resigned, i promised tt i return to help them for the 18th, 19th n 22nd of dec. Today worked til 5. den went home. Met new ppl. Rong Xuan, Se yen, Nicol, xiang Bin n many others. Some were quite pretty some handsome. Lol. Met Jo later for dinner. somehow saw JIE! n the other JO! lol. Joy & Jocelyn. Long time din see Jocelyn le. still as pretty as ever. Lol. Okay. liked her hair somehow. Hahas. Long but nice lehx. -.-''' . treated them dinner.. just felt like treating dinner. Maybe just needed ppl to accompany me.. Felt.. Lonely>? okay. for GODs sake i'm saying tt. Went Fish&Co. was queueing when i saw them walking out aft their dinner. den joined us again. Hahas. haiiz. Kinda sad somehow. My heart's like getting heavier every day.. Can it stop?? please... please.. Haiiz. STOP! I dunno wat got into me.. Maybe family's like tt. Friends i seldom go out with them; no time though they did ask me out. n.. haiiz.. guess i'm unbothered.. Uncared for. UNnoticed. UN-loved?

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Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Was it a mistake, a wrong move i made making this decision 2 put down my dignity n accept Chiew's Ee invitation for my aunt's bday lunch date. It wasnt the food that i was fussy abt. Neither was it the unexchanged conversation like a simple hello i started out with. Nor was it the awkard silence and those stares tt make 1 look so foreign that's bothering me. Or maybe it does.. bt instead, The feeling of being so foreign. Either i seemed like a stranger to them. Or they seemed like strangers andUncommon people to me. We dined at hotel inn. Buffet lunch. 3 of my cousins were dere. They seemed fine with my presence. At least maybe I couldnt sniffed out their dislike towards me. But of course, the youngest was already starting 2 grew doubts inside her mind, like "He's here? tt's strange" tt sort of thinking. Nevertheless, the adults were no different. Especially e birthday gal. It was far too obvious; 2 be unnoticeable. Was presumming she had split personality? Maybe. Not a single word abt me she mouthed. Not even talking to me when i spoke to her. Nothing. Plain silence. Dead silence. Tt was maybe partly the reason why i regretted coming. the same foreign feeling just never fades. NOT A SINGLE WORD! not a single word.. Chiew Ee was still okay. Maybe out of all e adults. She was what it seems okay to me.. OKAY.. At least nt asking me questions which i expect them nt to asking me questions like "Where're you staying now" or "When're you planning 2 come home?" If I had 2 choose. Of course. Of course, None similar questions posted to me will be the best. But next wull just have 2 let this questions passed. At least it doesnt come in a package of sarcasm in it like what my biggest aunt questioned me. Or rather interrogated me. Like "How's your EXTERNAL freedom coming along? Obviously taken aback. just replied her. Like tt lohx. dint noe what to reply her. Anyway, me n my cousin were getting along quite well soon after. We kept talking abt psp games n stuff. Think tt's what connected us.. At least there was some subject we could speak abt together. At least making me feel less awkard.. Went to TAKA to shop den went to Plaza Sing. Me n Yixian were like browsing thru every shop on the top floor? Lol. All anime, manga! Went to arcade with him. Tried out some NEW game.. pretty cool overall. Had to leave cuz work starting soon..

So work started.. Working front of house today! Woots! Best Yet! Main Runner! Power! Love being main runner? Sending food stuffs n all. Send til hand pain cuz was like holding 2 pans per hand so max 4 pans! Haven tried holding 2 ultra big pans with just 1 small palm like mine.. Lol. Okay. so was fun. Aft work was like finding people whom i could sub! Wanna try to clock in 200 hrs this month! Best. Anyway. went home aft tt. Saw shermaine n nicholas on bus together... and with her MUM! okay. lol. Wrestled with yong at home. Lol. nth to do either. n 2mre's there n level result release date! BLESS THEM!! LOTS,.. lol. oh yahx. n peter was like calling me to complain abt his novena side de fish n co. lol. tt's all for today i guess. Gotta turn in early.. 2mre n e day aft have to do cashiering. Hope nth goes wrong..
aint hearing frm her anymre. Wondering if she has some1 else she loves now. Just have no faith in me.. in myself.... ....

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Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Happy Birthday to YOU!
Happy Birthday to YOU!
Happy Birthday to MARICAH!
HaPpY bIrThDaY tO YOU!!

HEH YO!
WE HAVE GOT A BIRTHDAY FISHERIAN IN THE HOUSE BY THE NAME OF MARICAH!
LET'S GIVE HER OF APPLAUSE! *woots*
FISHERIAN'S ARE YOU READY!
yes!
FISH&CO, FISH&CO GO!
FISH&CO, FISH&CO GO!
BIRTHDAY GIRL WHERE YOU GO!
FISH&CO, FISH&CO!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MARICAH!

okay.. just so happens.. 16th dec is my manager's birthday! 16th dec..day which my heart turns numb every passing month..her parents mean much mre to her than... maybe tt's good.. see it in a diff point of view..
Went out with dini n Iani today. so happens they werent working too. n dini asked Iani out so asked me join them. Was supposed to have a lunch date. but. anyway.met them at 2plus? Chose to watch movie with them. Met at 2.30, just in time for the movie. Dini paid all first. Lol. Haven paid him back. Movie was super nice though. but some parts. I dint enjoy.. that much like i used to.. in the past.. Iani kept like. fooling arnd with me alittle too much. But noe what i'm supposed to do. She has a BF, i have.. mine whom i love. so. i'll noe wat to do.. Dini kept taking the chance of EK's absence to get close to her. Yet he has a gf too. GOD. Lol. -.-'' who cares anyway. Aft movie, send Iani to busstop and me n dini went off. Met Jo in the atrium of hub. She was doing toys promoter. Lol. She peied me til my work started. Saw her sis. Zzz. sec 1 nia. She sis. Justine, seems like pri school. Lol. Okay. Went work today BOH. but fine with it. But wtf sia!! Today dunno hw come kitchen was freaking HOT! fuck. sebei hot lahx! Think grill exhaust spoil! Walao ehx. Fucking hot lahx. within mins i wsa like sweating lah. nt only me. Others also. and cuz of tt, my shirt today was super stinky! Piang ehx. nth much happned. Aft work went home aft tt. Today was early. reached home at 11.30. n YES!! 2mre gt schedule le. supposingly dun have. this week only mon n tues 6 to 11. other days for this week dun have le. But lucky HongAn let me have his schedule 2mre! Great! but only 7 to 11. Sianz. but better than nth. mre $$ rolling in! Targetting to get $1000 for this mth! Working hard!! Send Iani home ytd. Kept pestering me. Lol. Den waited for me somemre aft work. She clocked off at 10 but mine's 11. so bobian send her hme. Ek wasnt dere to send so she asked me. okay. fine. For once only. took 159 all e way to hougang n den back to hub. -.-'' by tt time my bus no mre le. nvm. lol. okay . so yahx. tt's all for ytd n today. Was expecting to post mre today... cuz i had a fantastic schedule.. especially for today.. but.. nth worked out. Just left it. Get on with life.. LASTLY,,


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!

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Monday, December 15, 2008

天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
守住我们的距离
一幕醉心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记
找到了回忆
那笑容是傻气
你我的过去
被深深真的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
存心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错
只是放手比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里带去

(相信你我还会有开始只因我们都没有错)Just posted a video today. and a song. Both by Jay Chou. Fot the special day today.. but.. it all dont seem so special anymre.. depressed..

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Sunday, December 14, 2008

okay. it's FINALLY SUNDAY! n sunday's officially over by now? it's already dec 15 by right. 12.45am. Today slept til like 10 plus? den mei's sms came in. WOKE ME UP!! Grrgh!! Lol. She had been smsing me this few days! like this. 3 mre DAYS TO GPL'S BDAY! 2 mre DAYS TO GPL'S BDAY! 1 mre DAY TO GPL'S BDAY! LOL. n finally today! Woots! today's sunday! GPL'S bday! hahas. okay. so woke up. Met nigel at 1 plus for movie. Supposed to watch winx club movie with nigel n nevin cuz nevin was e 1 whom wanted to watch n asked us accompany him. but cant turn up today so only me n nigel went! pulled eileen along. but we pais for ehr ticket though. Lol..XD Every1 was just nice on time for e show. Watched "The Day When The Earth Stood Still!" It was so damn COOL! Nice man. lol. NC16. was teasing Eileen tt she dint look 17 but rather 14 cuz of her height. Hahas. Actor was keanu reeves! Aka NEO in matrix! Wanted watch other show like twlight or maybe quarantine but cuz twlight watching with some1 else n quarantine was like 9 plus show so.. sad! lol. Show ended went to meet sheryl n chanel. bought some things... 1 was bday card for aunt. Dunno why i was still buyinh card for ehr. Aft how she treated me. HUMANS ARE WEIRD DONT U THINK. quote frm movie. "It'S oNlY iN tHe BrInK oF cIrCuMsTaNcEs ThAt PpL tRuElY cHaNgE tHeIr NaTuRe.." something which captured my attention.. anyway. Yahx. plus some other stuffs. Lol. Okay. spend quite alot for today. 40 plus? whole day? Met them went to NTUC. got some stuffs den went off to crab king! was freaking early? lol. reached at 5 lahx. den went mei's hse 1st to charge chanel's laptop cuz bet problem! Did aunt's card dere. By 6 plus, was back at crab king. Wahx! Lot's of ppl sia! wth. but gt a place cuz came early. orderd chilli crab! my fav! kangkong, brocolli for GPL only! koloyok n mantou! -.-'''. Had to peel e crab shell for them cuz i was like e only GUY dere... lol. GPL say i gentleman..-.-'' okay.. total was less than 100. cheap. went hub to pick up cake den went to east coast straight! Was like SUPER tired like shit. slept in taxi. Taxi uncle was super funny though. too bad i dint have energy to hear his jokes. lol, was drilzilling though. Found sheltered place n cut cake for GPL! lool. next was e video mei made for her! true enough! GPL cried aft seeing e video! =). played sparklers, candles n even fought with mei! hahas. friendly fighting!=) GPL approved!XD. hahs. took some pics. played with sparkling juice. went home aft tt.

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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

2days in a row. NYP workshop. Apparently, I missed the 1st workshop held during end nov.. Lol. Was working i guess. Think somehow cuz was working long hours or wat thus gave it a miss. But Was reassured by mrs tan tt dere will be another workshop. which is like ytd n today? Was worthwhile attending this workshop. 1st acting like rest day for me frm work. Usually only subbing RI popular working hours only. Ytd was too tired til i cant wake up n was late for workshop. -.-'' Went dere at 11. Lol. late. But mrs tan said was okay. so met her at auditorium near NYP entrance den she brought me to the IT building section. Lol. Missed the lectures i guess. Went in Com room. They were having games already. Guessing which pictures are real n which are doctored. Lol. Came late yet 1 of the high scorers. Actually, knew i guessed alot correct de lohx. Highest! but den when they ask who highest, dont dare raise hand. Lol. So act act same score with 2nd n 3rd highest scorers. hahas. den tio prize liaox! 1 orange water bottle! lol... den next was like lunch! Lol. Mac! Fish Fillet meal. Full. workshop only had a few ppl gg? Most frm choa chu kang sec, plus other schools, Lol. I was the only 1 dere for frm my school. -.-''. Lecturers. Ms Teo {LOL, Not our school PIG teacher}, Mrs Tan.. n other teachers. dunno their name. =) next was the erms? HP visit! lol. Dint noe this NYp workshop wil have this type of opportunities to visit HP! Cool lahx. went dere! The representer of HP gave us a tour of the cooltown innovation! Ehx was super TECHNO can! Super futuristic! Coffee table computer! Avatar maid. Plus profile setting n mre! Wahx! Super COOL!!!!! went back NYP at 3 plus den got break again. Played games organised frm students frm SIT diploma course. Human Knots, some diff kind of charade, some twine handcuff magic game. -.''' lol. Went back n again had break again. refreshments! Went to continue course on WIFI intrution. cant really remember! .. den went to work. Was kinda pissed tt day though. stupid management. stupid managers. Arrgh! dun wanna explain. heck.

2nd day! NYP workshop!
wahx. sianz lahx. had to wwake up early to put things into my other fwens hse.. senior gg overseas so cant possibly stay at his hse. haiiz. yahx. took cab down to serangooon den took cab back to NYP for sec day workshop.. Met mrs tan again. Lol. cuz dunno where to register. hahas. okay. so scheduled tt day was i think another course on steganography = meaning hiding information in techonologies n disphering codes too. tt's wat SIT is all abt too. lol.den had break n another workshop on retriving deleted items! woah! interested. hahas. now bale to find out even items tt pppl delete on computer. hahs cool. Had buffet lunch n everything. Was so tired tt i slept during lunch. Had tour around tt whole chool n break again. Lol. Den had some games before having last talk on applying the scholarship for courses related to SIT! First piriority goes to us! Really hope can get into this course! seems interesting n it's new!! but think requiremets include having 10 pointers for o levels. tt is sth i'm afraid i cant achieve.. Haiiz. other than tt i qualify for it! Sianz. they said tt by gg for this course. e government will defiftely do what they can to get us into universities. means tt universities have reserved seats for us there if we were to take this course! Sainz.HAiiz. had movie time. some movie called swordfish. had prize giving! n our team was the 1st! ytd was 3rd today chiong 1st! power. hahs. got a 4GB SanDick thumbdrive, 1 labtop bag, 1 NYP polo tee. plus other mini prizes won alone, another shirt, psp casing - lol, chocolates n many mre! Went work as usual. was early though. Second day pissed off with management! anw. heck. dont wanna talk abt it. IT'S THE CHOICES THAT MAKES US WHO WE ARE, AND THE CHOICES THAT WE MAKE THAT ARE RIGHT! An advice frm NYP given to all!

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Tuesday, December 9, 2008

MY BIGGEST SCAR! FREAKS YOU OUT!

Dint post for 2 days? Ytd com very uber slow! that's why dint blog. Think dint blog for quite a couple of days already! Lol. Very tired these coming days! body turning stiff! Sensed a backache coming up. Yet dint have enough rest too. kept yawning whole day!

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Saturday, December 6, 2008

DANCESCAPE!

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Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Day 34. i'm still workingas much as possible. Kill TIME tt is. Just so fast n NOV hoildays are over. Staring Dec Holidays? n yet i'm still nt having much fun yet. O level period i was for god sake, yearning for O levls to be over n PLAY like crazy once the exams are over. Dosnt sem like it now? Guess things arent what u predict they will be? Even though u think u're in control, but fact is any1 can just lose control so sth which 1 thinks he can control all. maybe things are turning for the better. I hope it is. n of course. Plenty of time to enjoy this holidays with.. HER? Probably looking forward to go Kbox with HER n also another promise tt other time.. When u noe.. We are together. Golden Village Gold Class Movie. With pandora n her bf. tt i dint forget. Saving up for tt. so.. today!

3rd Dec! Today!

1. wake up as usual. Tired. But no choice. Mre time i waste = lesser $$. This $$. i need them. for sth else. personal stuff. personal reasons. Think i'm getting weaker day by day. Nt used to 2 jobs at 1 go. but will have to do it. With a =)smile on my face. At RI popular, opening was nth diff. Closing was a different story! Damn. Jean put me to handle cashier. have been doing it for a week? Maybe. Today cocked up! big time! Gosh. Customer paid by NETS. if dint remember wrong it was an Indian Guy. Gimme attitude. But still what can i do? Smile on my face! remembering tt. n yahx NETS! Transaction was done by me! stupid! For some reason! i Dint see whether his NETS payment was approved anot. Somehow overlooked it. n found out transaction wasnt approved! Only during closing at 5 den realised. By tt time was too late. Did all ground work n tried all ways to identify tt prson's name. but no use! Damn. Still can remembr the amount! $132.90! Freaking Shit! there was supposed to be a lucky draw for him with evry $50 spent! so means there's 2. Guess he was smart enough to ZAO seeing tt transaction was nt approved whn i thought it was n dint fill up lucky draw form to pass it to us. If nt i could have nailed his identity down! Sianz. Now he ZAO already, de thre's nth i can do. Jean n Macy was kind enough to offer to split the reinbursed amnt but i rejected. It was my own admin error. They should nt take the consequences wihth me. Had to write report though. For safety purposes n see if there are other ways to solve this porblem intead of reinbursing the amt. Hope there is. $132.90 just fly away frm my pay slip. If i'm tt suai. Haiiz.
2. By the time report was al over, i was already late for my F&C schedule. Had to rush cab down. What a waste of $. Sianz lahx. Haiiz. Niang damn ass today. heck explain. anway. kana cut by th shelving at fryer station! Stupip. Freking deep! Damn it! Was like pulling the shelving out to clean den akna cut by the edge! Ass! Now left hand index finger like F*. Damn. Tired though. Oh yahx. Starting to read a book tt was given by HER the other time for 1 of out montly anni.. =l. Ways to Live Forever. Now reading. since exams over so read.. A great book! Really. Anyway thought abt alot of tings she gave me i haven use yet. Like the chocolates. Belgian Chocolates she gave me for Valentine's Day.. I haven even eat it yet. Probably too precious to be eaten. Wrappr was still on!10 mths already? yupps.

My heart wavered. when i saw yr draft post. but i noe tt's a good sign for sth. FOR our love? Thanks for yr post anyway. n erms. i'm free this sat. Taking an OFF day before i work on SUnday FULL day again. Probably, we can like. catch a movie or sth? Longing to go Kbox. This sat? Hmm. Let fate decide wtheter u can see this anot. nites to u.. take care.

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Tuesday, December 2, 2008

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Monday, December 1, 2008

Went to work late today.. Lol. Jun came back le. Frm Genting. Hahas. okay. Did packing for yahoo deliveries in RI poplular. Plus cashier n stuff. Nth much today also. like any other normal day. -.-''.. just tt received call frm Fish N CO today at like 1 plus? Requesting whether i could go back immediately. to help out cuz t all today OJE members.. all new staffs. dunno a single thing at all. So went back at 3.30 lohx. Lol. tt's earliest i could rush back cuz RI de popular de manager only allow tt time. This side de manager like tt. the other side de manager also like tt lol. either way sure tio shoot de. Hhaas. Did fryer n GOSH!! Today really short of ppl lahx. Even Maraciah de manager also need to be inside kitchen doing coordinator. Short of manpower today seh. Mervyn de kitchen manager, weixiong, brendan, Jun xiang, Star, King all nt there at all. WTF. left only me, Jali, Myo, retarded guy n FOH de vincent doing nia. plus kenny! All to manage 3 Fryers, 1 mussel heater, 2 grills, 1 oven, plus kitchen staff. plus, cutting of ingredients! Today's darn short of ppl can? Just went on too. workload really pushing our skills n coordination plus timing to the limit. LOL. me n vincent took fryer, Jali soloed the grills! power. LOl. Myo cooked rice, cut veg. Maraciah coordinator!. Funny lahx! oh ayhx. Found out maraciah's son, cute dude name's Joey! lol. another thingdint seem like himself today. Tina told me he just had a break up with his stead.. Again triggers another memory.. in me.. haiiz.. i just dint wan others arnd me to be like wat i am now.. Experiencing the pain of a break up. Emotionless. Whether who dumps who. tt i'm nt sure. but haiiz. I noe how he felt. seeing him like tt. I too felt like i had just broke up with sme1 too, again.. haiiz.. Making it a point everytime now.. Is look forward to the future. n not look back at the past, history's history.. over. done. Just make it better for the future. I dont wanna dwell on anything rite now. Problems dont ever seem to lessen in my life. Yet increases. Haiiz. Life's so difficult to live on. No1 to hold on to. No1 to have support when i fall, No1 to be right beside me, encouragin me or giving me the willingness n movitation to look forward to each passing day. To think optimistically n think. each day will be better than today. i'm just stressed rite now. I dun wan anything at all. nth. i just wanna live life, a peaceful one. to settle down.. with another person's company or alone. anyways managed to make Jali cheerful. Lol. All i had to do was give him attitude. Hahas. den kajao him, back to his ownself. Doing closing tt time, he splashed like so much water on me. wth lahx. but since he's down with his personal problems, Let him do it. Lol. Pouring TUBS of water at each othr. Lol. Went to "steal" vanilla icecream for coke. Lol. Ice-cream soda! cool. hahas me n jali. Lol. n saw Ms Chong!! Today! She had dinner at Fish N Co! with another 2 adults! The other time saw her at hub too. n even kfc! Lol. yet dwayne also had familiar customers he met! Guess who? DORIS LIM!! Lucky i haven start work yet so she dint see me. Dont wan see her either. LOL. Ms Chong! My ex's close teacher n PHS NPCC OC! Big seh. Lol. den came home. Tina accompanied me to bustop den left..
I just wanna stand still n let time come to another stand stil like me. As i totally stop revolving arnd lives of people arnd me..

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