Monday, December 1, 2008
Went to work late today.. Lol. Jun came back le. Frm Genting. Hahas. okay. Did packing for yahoo deliveries in RI poplular. Plus cashier n stuff. Nth much today also. like any other normal day. -.-''.. just tt received call frm Fish N CO today at like 1 plus? Requesting whether i could go back immediately. to help out cuz t all today OJE members.. all new staffs. dunno a single thing at all. So went back at 3.30 lohx. Lol. tt's earliest i could rush back cuz RI de popular de manager only allow tt time. This side de manager like tt. the other side de manager also like tt lol. either way sure tio shoot de. Hhaas. Did fryer n GOSH!! Today really short of ppl lahx. Even Maraciah de manager also need to be inside kitchen doing coordinator. Short of manpower today seh. Mervyn de kitchen manager, weixiong, brendan, Jun xiang, Star, King all nt there at all. WTF. left only me, Jali, Myo, retarded guy n FOH de vincent doing nia. plus kenny! All to manage 3 Fryers, 1 mussel heater, 2 grills, 1 oven, plus kitchen staff. plus, cutting of ingredients! Today's darn short of ppl can? Just went on too. workload really pushing our skills n coordination plus timing to the limit. LOL. me n vincent took fryer, Jali soloed the grills! power. LOl. Myo cooked rice, cut veg. Maraciah coordinator!. Funny lahx! oh ayhx. Found out maraciah's son, cute dude name's Joey! lol. another thingdint seem like himself today. Tina told me he just had a break up with his stead.. Again triggers another memory.. in me.. haiiz.. i just dint wan others arnd me to be like wat i am now.. Experiencing the pain of a break up. Emotionless. Whether who dumps who. tt i'm nt sure. but haiiz. I noe how he felt. seeing him like tt. I too felt like i had just broke up with sme1 too, again.. haiiz.. Making it a point everytime now.. Is look forward to the future. n not look back at the past, history's history.. over. done. Just make it better for the future. I dont wanna dwell on anything rite now. Problems dont ever seem to lessen in my life. Yet increases. Haiiz. Life's so difficult to live on. No1 to hold on to. No1 to have support when i fall, No1 to be right beside me, encouragin me or giving me the willingness n movitation to look forward to each passing day. To think optimistically n think. each day will be better than today. i'm just stressed rite now. I dun wan anything at all. nth. i just wanna live life, a peaceful one. to settle down.. with another person's company or alone. anyways managed to make Jali cheerful. Lol. All i had to do was give him attitude. Hahas. den kajao him, back to his ownself. Doing closing tt time, he splashed like so much water on me. wth lahx. but since he's down with his personal problems, Let him do it. Lol. Pouring TUBS of water at each othr. Lol. Went to "steal" vanilla icecream for coke. Lol. Ice-cream soda! cool. hahas me n jali. Lol. n saw Ms Chong!! Today! She had dinner at Fish N Co! with another 2 adults! The other time saw her at hub too. n even kfc! Lol. yet dwayne also had familiar customers he met! Guess who? DORIS LIM!! Lucky i haven start work yet so she dint see me. Dont wan see her either. LOL. Ms Chong! My ex's close teacher n PHS NPCC OC! Big seh. Lol. den came home. Tina accompanied me to bustop den left..
I just wanna stand still n let time come to another stand stil like me. As i totally stop revolving arnd lives of people arnd me..
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