Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Day 34. i'm still workingas much as possible. Kill TIME tt is. Just so fast n NOV hoildays are over. Staring Dec Holidays? n yet i'm still nt having much fun yet. O level period i was for god sake, yearning for O levls to be over n PLAY like crazy once the exams are over. Dosnt sem like it now? Guess things arent what u predict they will be? Even though u think u're in control, but fact is any1 can just lose control so sth which 1 thinks he can control all. maybe things are turning for the better. I hope it is. n of course. Plenty of time to enjoy this holidays with.. HER? Probably looking forward to go Kbox with HER n also another promise tt other time.. When u noe.. We are together. Golden Village Gold Class Movie. With pandora n her bf. tt i dint forget. Saving up for tt. so.. today!
3rd Dec! Today!
- wake up as usual. Tired. But no choice. Mre time i waste = lesser $$. This $$. i need them. for sth else. personal stuff. personal reasons. Think i'm getting weaker day by day. Nt used to 2 jobs at 1 go. but will have to do it. With a =)smile on my face. At RI popular, opening was nth diff. Closing was a different story! Damn. Jean put me to handle cashier. have been doing it for a week? Maybe. Today cocked up! big time! Gosh. Customer paid by NETS. if dint remember wrong it was an Indian Guy. Gimme attitude. But still what can i do? Smile on my face! remembering tt. n yahx NETS! Transaction was done by me! stupid! For some reason! i Dint see whether his NETS payment was approved anot. Somehow overlooked it. n found out transaction wasnt approved! Only during closing at 5 den realised. By tt time was too late. Did all ground work n tried all ways to identify tt prson's name. but no use! Damn. Still can remembr the amount! $132.90! Freaking Shit! there was supposed to be a lucky draw for him with evry $50 spent! so means there's 2. Guess he was smart enough to ZAO seeing tt transaction was nt approved whn i thought it was n dint fill up lucky draw form to pass it to us. If nt i could have nailed his identity down! Sianz. Now he ZAO already, de thre's nth i can do. Jean n Macy was kind enough to offer to split the reinbursed amnt but i rejected. It was my own admin error. They should nt take the consequences wihth me. Had to write report though. For safety purposes n see if there are other ways to solve this porblem intead of reinbursing the amt. Hope there is. $132.90 just fly away frm my pay slip. If i'm tt suai. Haiiz.
- By the time report was al over, i was already late for my F&C schedule. Had to rush cab down. What a waste of $. Sianz lahx. Haiiz. Niang damn ass today. heck explain. anway. kana cut by th shelving at fryer station! Stupip. Freking deep! Damn it! Was like pulling the shelving out to clean den akna cut by the edge! Ass! Now left hand index finger like F*. Damn. Tired though. Oh yahx. Starting to read a book tt was given by HER the other time for 1 of out montly anni.. =l. Ways to Live Forever. Now reading. since exams over so read.. A great book! Really. Anyway thought abt alot of tings she gave me i haven use yet. Like the chocolates. Belgian Chocolates she gave me for Valentine's Day.. I haven even eat it yet. Probably too precious to be eaten. Wrappr was still on!10 mths already? yupps.
My heart wavered. when i saw yr draft post. but i noe tt's a good sign for sth. FOR our love? Thanks for yr post anyway. n erms. i'm free this sat. Taking an OFF day before i work on SUnday FULL day again. Probably, we can like. catch a movie or sth? Longing to go Kbox. This sat? Hmm. Let fate decide wtheter u can see this anot. nites to u.. take care.
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