Thursday, December 18, 2008
Went to RI work at popular again. Though i already resigned, i promised tt i return to help them for the 18th, 19th n 22nd of dec. Today worked til 5. den went home. Met new ppl. Rong Xuan, Se yen, Nicol, xiang Bin n many others. Some were quite pretty some handsome. Lol. Met Jo later for dinner. somehow saw JIE! n the other JO! lol. Joy & Jocelyn. Long time din see Jocelyn le. still as pretty as ever. Lol. Okay. liked her hair somehow. Hahas. Long but nice lehx. -.-''' . treated them dinner.. just felt like treating dinner. Maybe just needed ppl to accompany me.. Felt.. Lonely>? okay. for GODs sake i'm saying tt. Went Fish&Co. was queueing when i saw them walking out aft their dinner. den joined us again. Hahas. haiiz. Kinda sad somehow. My heart's like getting heavier every day.. Can it stop?? please... please.. Haiiz. STOP! I dunno wat got into me.. Maybe family's like tt. Friends i seldom go out with them; no time though they did ask me out. n.. haiiz.. guess i'm unbothered.. Uncared for. UNnoticed. UN-loved?
the choices we make...