Friday, January 9, 2009

why does things gotta go bad for me. cant just things just for once be just perfect abt everything? For just 1 day? Ate lunch with aunt n YiXian today. Jack's Place.. Probably i felt the presence of home again. Probably.. Aunt bought me shoe. Converse. For christmas. Shared by all my other relatives. Liked tt shoe. Curen Nike was obviously thrown away.. haiiz. Went school for CCa exhibition.. i saw HER. but. each time. My heart felt so heavy though it's empty on the inside.. CCA exhibition was better than last year. hate to admit it though. But sec 3 really did a good job outta it. Bettter than us sec 4. Anw. Went to NYP open hse just now. With Bin Wei! He's a great guy. Just came down frm woodlands just to accompany me for open hse. Thanks man. Met aunt n all. den went home.. Today.. was.. great??

As i'm always trying to pluck every ounch of positisim to subdue my pressimitic thoughts, everytime. as i saw HER.. imagine how close they were together, how.. probably she's too busy these days.. to reply me.. I'm still trying my best nt to lose hope. no matter how deep each time it hurts. to find out mre n mre abt them.. to just be like an outsider now.. a forgotten person in her shadow of memories. Probably, i'm nth anymre in her eyes.. Contradictally, SHE's everything.. to me... as i live this hide n seek life. Life of imaginary positism.. I hope i can live on.. til 1 day it comes true.. i hopefor the better each coming day. I hope nt to lose hope til i'll give up 1 day.. please..

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