Sunday, May 31, 2009
It really pisses me off!. WTF
What am I even bothered?
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!
What the FUCK! why??
I still dont get myself!!
I FUCKING hate the WHOLE SHIT coming back to me again..
Like a toll back to my life..
I've got thru it..
How come it just wont stop haunting the hell out of me?
Why must she mean so much to me?
That I feel fucking HURT always?
I'm dulan can?; FUCKED UP!
Venise called me tday. For some unknown reason.
Asking me whether I was still working in Fish&co..
Somehw some1 in the background was talking bad abt me too.
SMACK HIM lahx, ASS, ASS, ASS.
I just felt like shooting her. She's no better.
Aiya! Fuck lahx. I dint say it out.. I was totally caught up like shit!
FUCK! haiiz.
Why does she even mean FUCKING much to me.. until this point?
It stil wont change at all. I've been trying to live my own life?
How come i just cant get it straight?! With kat, Liz, Chris, bryan, aaron, shao qing.
The whole clique together gg out n stuff.
How come she just wont be another memory which my mind can just dump it into the "recycle bin"?
WHY WHY WHY?? I'm now back to the life with full of questions on my mind.
And thi sfreakingly sucks!!
FUCK HIS MAN!!
FUCK EVRYTHING!!.
FUCK EVERY1!
FUCK THIS EARTH!!
FUCK THIS WORLD!!
FUCK THIS WHOLE FUCKING LIFE!!
IT"S SHIT!!!
the choices we make...