Saturday, May 30, 2009

People ask me to letgo, But, I refused to. X: Deb said " You love him more thn tht previous bastard right? " I said : " Of course. " ( If you understand me well, you knw wht i'm trying to say. "

This was taken from my ex blog...
I dont know..
I really dont know...
As to why.. I stil feel so hurt...
After seeing what she wrote..
I tot... I left the past at the back of me..
I did try to be a bastard to her..
ever since aft the nicholas incident..
I'm trying to make her HATE me mre..
Make her tink I'm the one trying to BREAK her relationship..
But she doesnt noes..
I;m the 1... HELPING HER..
PERSUADING nicholas..
perhaps..
I really wanted her to hate me..
to let her think this way..
but how come..
when i've achieved it..
I felt otherwise? I felt dragged down..
like gravity'spulling me FAR DOWN INTO the DEPTHS of the EARTH?
So pain so the inside...
So numb on the outside..
I dunno who I am now..
Suddenly seems to me..
that I dun even UNDERSTAND myself..
tt's scary.. Giving my ownself the creeps..
i feel like being emo already..
How come does this have so much EFFECT on me??
WHY WHY WHY??
I simply dont get it..
just feeling..

FUCKED!! haiiz.

emo world.. I wanna step into it.. let me...llllllllll

the choices we make...

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