Sunday, August 9, 2009
Just thinking about it brings back memories.
One blink of an eye, sem1 is coming to a close.
One blink of an eye, clique in poly is going to be seperated into differnt class already.
One blink of an eye, holidays are near yet again.
But.. Do i really yearn for holidays to come? For the 1st sememster to be nearing the end? To have a class of class?
): ... it's really a bother we have to go through all this.
Thoughts like "Are we still going to be close as last time" , " Will we still go school together?" seems to whirl up in the minds of many.
Probably myself too.
Clique like Christina, Eliz, Shao Qing, Bryan, Russell.
The few of them did make a big difference in my life.
Some of them whom I am constantly trying to squeeze my brain juice just to help them.
I mean, ultimately, I want them to be happy and get what they want in their life.
Be it in relationships, in personal problems, in school work.
It has still been my dream to HELP EVERYONE WITH THEIR OWN TROUBLES.
Leong Yee's a great guy I'm really gonna miss. His character, inner style and sense of responsibility is none comparable to all the people I see. He's more than a good friend I would miss to have.
Katherine another crazy gal but overall, yea..
Shafiq! The ULTIMUM joker! Miss that too.
Celeste, one of the girls who came opening up to me about her problems, close to her i guess.
THE REST OF W15Q will not be forgotten.
Kinda childish one might say? Too impossible perhaps?
But.. with every troubled mate receiving help, there wld be one more HAPPY, CAREFREE human being.
That is what I choose to believe. And believing it, helping people esp those close to me, will be my top piriority.
Though at times the problem may drag on and on, but i do feel that once i start helping, there shouldnt be a stop to it until the problem's solved. No matter how demoralised the troubled may get, how low in confidence he/she is about some matter, I do take it as my responsibility to make sure they are happy, with true facts to prove to them so they wont think otherwise...
UT3s coming. And days passing by are like flowing water in a crystal lake. Shorter the time I have for my studies.
Am i prepared? NO, I'm not in the least. The mere thought about it scares me.
Again, I'm compelled to help others mre than i help myself.
The 2 kids are having their exams soon. the contradicting fact is.. My exams come 1st b4 them; i'm preparing them, yet leaving myself unprepared. yet, like any other tutor, difficulties faced are unavoidable.
I make their money worthwhile by spending every min teaching them, not a min of break at all.
Tanking two kids at one go. 1 guy, donavan. 1 guy, germaine. Pri 5 and 4 res.
Donavan's not smart but he is hardworking. though caught him lying and copying answers twice but still trust him.
Cause i know the feeling of not being trusted.
Germaine's smart but lazy, the complete opposite. Alittle defient.
Yet when i teach them, it is only supposed to be 2 hrs. Normal tutors would just sit there and do their own stuffs, kids duno den ask tutor, tutor den teach.
Yet I'm going the extra mile to teach them every single min every single second,
on top of that, I gave them another 1 hr free every session.
I dont mind going home late if they were willing to learn.
Yeah. yet my pay is like what? 20 bucks per session only? Not worth the money, but den. oh well.
Working? Stopped! Needa have all the time I can get. UT's mre impt. Last hotel session was western course?
All TCC people. and I was grped with this auntie. Self-centered selfish, refusing to help other servers.
I TOTALLY hate that kind of attitude!
In line of that, Gained new friends from TCC. they can see that I want to help but that auntie just always told me off.
FREAKING HATE IT!
someone told me this b4.
IF YOU CAN HELP, IT'S A MUST THAT ONE SHOULD HELP. BUT IF ONE DOESNT HELP, HE IS IN THE WRONG.
This girl. Qian Hui i think. got scolded by the auntie and i could tell..
She was close to tears. Sympatised with her. However, she look kinda cute. What am I talking.-.-
Yea. Haven seen Xue Er for some time already, after that quarrel. Back to normal I guess. My ZHUZHU still(:
yeah. Think tt's all. (: will post pics sooon!
the choices we make...