Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Labels: WHO AM I?
IDK what's with me today..
I'm somehow me. but the real me seems to be drifting away...
I just feel so shit.. just so shit..
Today went to meet GT.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GENGTAO!
went to Fish&Co to eat.
And she brought like so many friends?
Bill was abt 60 plus. 0.0 money fly again.
But i do owe her a bday present after all.
FOOD was great. Not regretting on the food expenditure.
Left to find HER.
Waited and waited.
Dere was this small gal who really cheered me up. Indirectly.
Watching her skate so freely..
Reminds us of who we all were when we were young.
No troubles, no worries, no sadness.
ALl we ever do is.
EAT.
PLAY.
SLEEP.
Akin to some pig. but tht's the life of us being young. Once.
2 hours dere and i saw CY. She cant do anything too..
Went off. BUGIS. ALONE.
Dint wanna call anyone. but just needed to chill.
Bought like 100 plus worth of clothes?
Wanted to find some specs from the other time.
SOLD out already. ._. total shit. Haiiz.
1 RED POLO TEE.
2 TEE SHIRTS.
1 CARDIGAN/HOODIE.
2 SHORTS.
=
$100bucks.
Lucked out today. so many things happening.
Just need a break from it somehow.
~SOMEHOW. I just cnt feel tht I'm myself now..
It's fearful to see how one isnt oneself.
How I'm not myself at all...
IDK how this is all affecting me.
the choices we make...
