Tuesday, September 15, 2009
The Outing.. Labels: Hoping You to Know..
~ I dont know what is happening..
That's how i'm gonna start this..
For once, or should i say..
It's been a long time since.. I am going thru something tht came abt so unexpectedly.
Yet It's been only a short span of time...
but i dint anticipate such things to come about..
For the whole day.. I was worrying. Part of me was anxious, the other part of me patiently waiting..
Until. night time.. when dusk was about to turn to early dawn..
I made the last call.. No1 picks up..
I wonder...
If you were okay..
I wonder...
If you were safe..
I wonder..
If it was ur parents who found out abt us..
I wonder..
If you are sick and just needed rest..
I wonder..
If you were just maybe sleeping through and ur fone was spoiled..
I wonder.. Just too much perhaps?
I couldnt stop thinking about you.. It just probably came too sudden. No word from you.
Until I reached home. and everything was realised.
Thanks for telling me u were okay after that..
Thanks for telling me what u had to say..
For now.. I just feel so useless.
The two tings on my mind right now..
Are the songs you are hearing to..
and.. just what would i do if i lose you.. the thought of tht, brought a tear out from corner of the eye.
the thought of tht, made my heart ache even mre. I realised the pain was real..
All i can think of now is..
I will wait for u.. For just everything to be over..
Whether or not this fairytale of ours is going to end.. Or may it just be the beginning of this wonderful journey tgt, I choose not to be the scripwriter, not to be the author.. but the reader.
A reader which want all the mre nothing but to give any support he can..
A reader whom just want to do all he can to make HER happy.. once again..
the choices we make...
