~~~~ P L A Y + L I K E + Y O U R + L I F E + D E P E N D S + O N + IT ~~~~

I have improved, that’s what SOH told me; but still not up to his standard yet. It was nice to hear.. Nice to hear that he can see the improvement in me; whether or not it was just to spite me or if it was truly real, I felt good but still unsatisfied.

Cause deep down I do know, I’m far from being a pro yet; I may be an advanced player, but to truly win everyone, to win my ultimate rival, to win even just soh or kang; it takes more than just those skills I possess now, far more to win them flat down, although LUCK do play a big part too.

I can now do breaking which I failed in the past, I can see myself playing better in today’s 2nd internal FHD match against KANG and DAVIN; but those mistakes I commit, those chances I let lose and how rush and uncalm I was during the came brought down my very own failure. I can’t put the blame on Kelvin too, and He did somewhat play better than our last match competing against ROBERT and SOH; however, we still lost.

The lost wasn’t great, that I’m aware. We lost by 8 points, having mostly drawed in most maps, but that 8 points could have been saved; had I not been rash and play like my common style. Like what I say. LUCK plays a part too.

Having lost on our side and KANG and DAVIN not being able to win us by 28points that KAISHEN set for them, ALL our FHD cars had to be confiscated for a week before we can get them back again. What KAISHEN told me rang in my mind until now. “Go Home Reflect On It.”

I was hot-tempered, I was angry we lost, I wasn’t in the least happy that we drawed though I dint expect ourselves to lose by so little only too. A little contradicting, but those who know what I mean will know. Imagine having me and KELVIN thrashed by 26 plus points for our last match with SOH and ROBERT but now, our defeat was 8 points. Can say improvement by 18 though opponents are different then and now.

AND I thought about all this on the way home, I still do not understand enough by what it mean to PLAYLIKEYOURLIFEDEPENDSONIT. I have not truly found the true meaning behind those string of common words. I’ll train, I’ll be better, I’ll NOW aim; not for the 2^nd or 3^rd , but for the 1^st. To think back how I aced everyone in primary school, was exactly having the exact same thinking, I AM THE 1^ST AND WILL BE. NOW AND FOREVER. That serves as my motto; and it does, starting from today.

MAYBE next week’s internal training/match again, most probably against ENGHOK and CHEEWEH will be a better one. Not MAYBE, but DEFINITELY. Confidence will boost one’s morale and strength, but never over-confidence. It will be match I look forward to, a match that I will work my ass of to be a better WMMT3DX+ driver of FHD.

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. M@f7A .

With BIRD._.

NEA Court Case END. Heng for them-.-. FHD BROTHERS! (LOLs. I look pregnant-.-)